Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Baby Fever

Jason and I both have baby fever.  Bad. 

While Jason is home for the summer he has been preparing our 3rd bedroom - moving the office stuff that was in there to the guest bedroom. Now, there's just a couple of things in the 3rd bedroom that need to be put somewhere or stored somewhere and we will have a vacant room. Jason's nesting and we're not even pregnant! He says its because he has the time right now to do this whereas if we become pregnant somewhat soon, it would be during the school year for him with band commitments (concerts, competitions, auditions, festivals, conferences) and he might not have the time or energy to do it.

We have first names picked out for both a boy and a girl. We would like to have a middle name for each decided on before I become pregnant as well. I can be extremely moody and I have a very short temper naturally, add in a mix of hormones and mood swings from pregnancy, and that is going to be one scary Katie Preggo Monster. So, to avoid that, we're deciding now - or trying to. That's not saying if we discover something we like more than our current choices that we won't change, but that would have to be an outstanding name. We've actually had the girl's name decided on since before we got married.

And, we would love to do a Peter Pan themed nursery. We figure we could play up the lost boys and pirates for a boy or the mermaids and fairies for a girl. We figure we'd have to really show that off in the wall and how its painted as Disney does not make Peter Pan nursery bedding. There are some Tinkerbell stuff, but we want to avoid a lot of Tinkerbell stuff (if a girl) as she is such a spoiled brat in the movie and we wouldn't want to have that around. We would want something showing that because she is such a big character and because she is one of the major icons for Disney now, but might use something else to show her. Anyway, we'd have to see if we can even get a Peter Pan idea to work because of the bedding issue - maybe some solid colors for bedding or something. We'll see. Luckily, we still have a ways to worry about that.

I don't like to say that we're trying. I always wanted my baby to just happen, but I think with PCOS, I may not be able to just let it happen. I'm not charting in the sense of taking my temperature every day or checking fluid and such but I am keeping track of my cycle, I figure after 6 months or maybe at my next annual exam, I may look at taking the next step (if that means taking temperatures or seeking medical help). I would also love to not know that I'm pregnant for as long as possible as that would mean that much less time to be pregnant but now being in full on baby is ok/welcomed mode, that's hard because I'll be analyzing every little thing that may happen. Who knows? Maybe as early as March we may be having one!

Monday, June 29, 2009

Missing the King


I was a huge fan of Michael Jackson's when I was growing up. For me, being the oldest and having my only sibling being 9 years younger, I was in the Disney phase for a LONG time. Ok, I'm still in the Disney phase.

But, when I hit about 10 or 11 years old, I became a fan of Michael's. I had a poster of him that I never took out of the wrapping, had Thriller, Bad and Dangerous and would alternate those with my Disney soundtracks. I would be singing his tunes and dancing and such. I remember my next door neighbor when I lived in Atlanta had the Moonwalker video game and I'd be over at his house playing it all the time. Sadly, sometime after Dangerous came out, it became "uncool" to like him and his music.  I became embarrassed that I was a fan of his. I tried to tell myself I wasn't a fan and didn't like his music, that I didn't love his Man in the Mirror song. Leave it to being a middle schooler and getting into peer pressure.

My sister called me on Friday (we had talked about his death on Thursday). She asked me how I was doing. My mom told her that I was a big fan. While I did not cry when I heard the news, it still is a very sad thing. I practically had to be pulled away from the tv this weekend as I kept watching the same videos over and over again. His death really has renewed my love for his music. Aside from his personal life, his music and his artistry was just incredible. 

Michael Jackson will be missed.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Sophomore slump

Ugh. I haven't been to the gym or worked out since Sunday when my sister was here. I'm just not motivated to do this right now, to do my sister's race. I know she really wants me there and I am going to do my best to be ready to participate with her in her first triathlon but its hard. I was all decided that I was doing my race then the Disneyland 5k over Labor Day weekend so it doesn't really feel like its my race, that I want to do this race, that this race is for me. I hope I get out of this slump, I do, that way I can to this with her as it would mean a lot to her.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

The parents are moving!

They have accepted an offer on their house in CA. I'm so excited about that. They have made an offer on another house. I'm excited about that too. That house, is about 7 miles away from my house in Glendale. They are currently in a countering situation with the seller. We loved it. We'll see what happens. But, here are pictures of it.



Yup. It sits on a lake.  And they would have a boat dock. And, as they would not be moving in right away, we would gladly have the house warming party for them before they move! But, in preparation of them moving out here, my dad has already purchased Club level seats for the Cardinals for next season and he has resigned on for a half season for the Suns. Yes! That means I get to go back to Suns games! But, back to the house - they don't need a house like this. It's a tri level house, 3000 square feet, 5 bedrooms. All that for the two of them, and maybe my grandma. But, really, they wanted a house on the lake, and when we all saw this house, we all fell in love with it.  And, that's the update!